24/7 Boredom.
Personality
Specimen : KEL
Ability : Talk nonsense
Lifespan used : 19
Character : Depends on mood.
Interest : Love
Loathes : Player
Feed on : Food
Air consumed : Oxigen
Loves : Kam lan
Hates : Parents and no money
Phobia : Out of topics while talking
Likes : Happy talking, Fun hang out
Playful level : High
Emo level : Out of scale
Breeding ground : Australia
Purpose there : war
WARNING : Get bored with things real fast.
Links
Layout: vehemency
Icon: reruntherace
Saturday, February 2, 2008, 5:51 PM
what if..I
lonely.what if my mom doesnt have friends here.would she understand how i feel?.
what if my mom is in m'sia.would she ask me go back before chinese new year.
what if i din tell her how i feel.would she noes.?
this time - everything round me seems quiet.
everything seems lonely.even u seems quiet.
i wanna love u but i might hurt u.
i wanna see u but i cant do anyting special.
i wanna talk to u but i might make u bored and sad.
i wanna understand u but i duno how u feel.
i wanna noe ur problem but i wont noe howta solve it.
i wanna hold u tight but u not even in my sight.
tell me.guide me.show me.
what i have to do.to make this fine.
take me.hug me and cuddle me like u ever been.
but dont leave me and tell me 'u love me'.
this- lonely feeling i would not say.
as - im the one hu has to pay.
given a chance - would not choose to stay.
coz i feel everything is going away.
tonight alone in my room.
staring at the screen,wishing u would appear soon.
i guess what is true is not what i wish.
what i wish is getting out of my reach.
tonight i wanna cry.!and die.
-p.s. kill me.suffocate me.tangle me.