24/7 Boredom.
Personality
Specimen : KEL
Ability : Talk nonsense
Lifespan used : 19
Character : Depends on mood.
Interest : Love
Loathes : Player
Feed on : Food
Air consumed : Oxigen
Loves : Kam lan
Hates : Parents and no money
Phobia : Out of topics while talking
Likes : Happy talking, Fun hang out
Playful level : High
Emo level : Out of scale
Breeding ground : Australia
Purpose there : war
WARNING : Get bored with things real fast.
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Layout: vehemency
Icon: reruntherace
Saturday, March 1, 2008, 4:32 PM
my room.
when all u see are the 4 walls around you.when all u do is just lying on the bed.
the dim light merely shining at you.
when all you do is just turning your radio to the loudest .
so that you can't hear anything around you.
when you just shouting so loud that your parents don't realize it.
when even a minute you wish they would help you.
when everything around you seems wrong and bad.
if you can just close your eyes and stop breathing.
when all these while you are just dreaming .
can you just wipe your tears instead wetting your pillow with it.
when all you felt is disappointment and regret and sorry and sorrow.
nevertheless emo.
when you just want somebody to agree with you.
and tell you to move on but giving you at least a destination.
with a better journey.
when the whole day seems like a year to you.
and you just sitting in front of the pc.
waiting for someone to pop up on your IM.
and all you can say is "goodnight and take care"
when all these while you keep double clicking the IM icon and minimizing it .
7 days a week just doing that.how could it bring any more meaning to life.?
when you sleep late at night wondering how time flies.
apparently you still want it to be faster.
when you can just counting how many times
you have listened to "teardrops on my guitar" in a single night.
when your music library that consume the spaces in your pc .
just keeps repeating not for once but countless times.
could anyone understands you.?
even your closest friend.i would doubt best friend.
when even you have homework but you felt it's waste of time.
when you don't want to sleep at 3.30 am.although you need to.
but is there anything that keeps you awake at that time.
there isn't.but why?.XD.
in the end you look back and say.: who cares?
-to be continue -