complicated

Been "Busy"

2009-03-17T22:10:00.002+08:00

LOL. U see. I've been very "busy" in my uni u know.
It's tiring lerh.no time for post. every ngiht come home do revision 4 -5 hours.
finish uni at 6. chin boh eng eh wa ka lu kong .
alright bullshit. I'm just lazy.

Let's see what i'm gona complain this post.
Erm. I have emotions problem?
I get jealous and envious easily.
At anything .yess.
and some Kiasu attitude which links to that.
Problem ey? cant help it. makes me pek chek all the time.
Chest stuck tiao stuck tiao.
Then nowadays Scope girls aso boh suka.
Everytime finish uni straight lap go home.
Depression is killing me. Mess lohr this life.

uni killed me

2009-03-05T08:47:00.003+08:00

okay.you see.
facts about going uni.
you have to be really entou OR
you are outgoing. kanasai ..
i ONE aso dont have. Iau siew.
So here comes the problem.
if you entou, the girls come to you.
if you outgoing, the boys and girls come to you.
Got it ?
okay.heres the story.
for the past 3 days. Early morning wake up hair style half an hour.
mother. Sui sui d go uni park car.everything sui.
mana zai go in uni nia..STUNNED. face look aside.play with finger.WoW. GG.
end up drive half an hour.but go uni 45 minutes nia. sohaii lorhh.
that one aso listen to some bullshit. not even communicating!

Today's story is. I managed to say hie nia. Then walk pass head held high like some mother fucking Nicholas Tse or Edison chen. Knn. Stupid lorh. Why school didnt teach howta talk. instead of those history and maths. maybe i shud go do some Public Relation shit or Mass comm!
Yess..OOOZ
This attitude sucks man.
SO beh hosehh.learn d next time must spin abit.
Add some spice into convo. But kinda uncomfortable to this shit.

Some common lines which i got bored of saying:

Where you from?
What major u in?
Are u having fun?
What are you up to these days?
Whats ur interest?
Why engineering ?
why deakin?
How are you?
Mumbling .. ( the best talking way ever) so the ah mo dont actually get what u mean.
Giggling.
I dont know.
Huh?
Sorry pardon?

Okay.Problem identified.
Have to work on it now. But kinda lazy ( excuse ) actually uncomfortable. halleluyah.

My opinion bout Asian PARENTS

2009-03-04T16:32:00.002+08:00

Okay u see. got western and eastern .
Asian and non asian.

Facts no.

They only talk about studies. morning afternoon night. Studies.
Breakfast Lunch Dinner.
What time ur sch?
Hows ur class?
Go revise 4 hours a day.
They yell on top of anything.
Theres only 3 jobs that is job. Doctor, Lawyer, Engineer. The rest they say shit.
They never care bout their kid's interest. Happiness or not they dont care. Only Studies.
They give their children a CURFEW.
They only complains bout money. Money is their main reason.
You have to be punctual for everything.
Everything is about win win win. Marks Marks Marks. Uni Uni Uni.
Cant think at the moment. I shall add more.

Facts bout divorced mom.perhaps afta few years of loneliness.

They cannot stop yelling.
They got no topic with their children.
They are too free so they keep arranging stuffs.
Eg. My specs on a table. she take it put on the table beside it.
They can go shopping for 5 hours without buying anything.
They got nothing to do.they come into ur room at 1 am ask u sleep.
They always complain bout their ex.
Eg. Kanneh .Ur lanjiao father this and that.
They are jealous ppl.
Eg. My dad has a new wife. She complains non stop about that wife.
If they are step mother, they will be like cinderella's mom. Muahahaha.

problem xXX98921839283921

2009-03-02T17:12:00.002+08:00

Random numbers.LOL
Orientation starts today.Not even looking forward to tmr.

The whole class im the only asian.Felt like im in Terengganu except they are not penguin with head covered.
The class consist of only 2 girls. both aso down. Peace sign!
The guys all unconnectable. or perhaps lazy go connect with them lerh.
Boring shit. Keep introducing urself. Damnn.. I need my Hokkien or Bm speaking.
God damn bored with English !@!$#%$^
Have to park car 15 minutes away from the place i have to be.
Hawt like shit. then go in car. Air cond ka wa spoil. Up Car big time.

Problems out of uni.

Have to travel 1.5 hours up to melbourne to have fun.
Swear aso they wont understand. kkk . LLH
Boring Boring Boring. Ahh.why Australia?!
KL Singapore kenot? books pun buy liao .
Wanna reverse lerhh.. God damn it.

Fuck my mom.
1. early early come wake me up. time 7.40 she say 8.00.
2. shit halfway titi yell this yell that.
3. Style hair halfway she go start my car.
4. Day before ka wa pack all my bags. take this take that.
5. go in car open door for me . (im Handicapped??)
6. titi tell me what time to sleep.
7. Fuck her upside down.

Problemss lorh! beh hosehh..Positive!!!!

War Against Boredom Step 1

2009-02-25T21:35:00.002+08:00

Officially declare its war
against BOREDOM.
Asshole.Read it. I'm Bored with everything literally
which include planting potato.

Step 1 .

Think of any old sch cartoon/anime/manga
Go www.youtube.com
for me - Type in Kamen Rider
Look for the videos that can bring back memories.
Get amazed by it. lodge in ur childhood.

There you go . My idol. Fantastic right? Kinda Cool
Bye.

Disgusting no.2

2009-02-22T19:18:00.002+08:00

Great.After 3 days of me gone from the home.
Pop out one aquarium in the house filled with some mother fucking fish.
Prove that my mom try na act cute with her husband.

Some lines from her (while im eating) :
Dear, Come see fish with me. ! (Drop spoon WTF).
Does fish sleep ?( Mouth open wide )

Then....Pour some food into aquarium.
Aiyerrr.Told u dear. They are hungry. See see. ( Whole appetite gone.Woo)

Fantastic lerh my fucking home.
Take it easy.

Surrounded Dispersed but Still Addicted

2009-02-22T19:03:00.003+08:00

Nonsense thing accomplished.
Try foreign Club.
Name : Seven ? I guess.
Descriptions : Full of asians.. white side of asians. not those black or dark.
Kam lan level : High
Reason : The girls can be booked? WTF? Can eh meh?
Further details : Lets say u dance near some hawt girls. Then the guy will come and say " I see this girl first (better way)
Shit way : Hand come push u away.
Mother. TL. I need men support.
Time: Weekend.
Purpose : Go crash those mother fucking guys. They pissed me off.
Entrance fee : 22 Dollars. Mother. Asss botakkk!

Thats all. Take it easy.

Feelings Problem

2009-02-18T19:11:00.002+08:00

I have this feeling and blockage in chest area.
Whenever my mom speak i feel sick.
Is it my problem or hers?
My perception,
Her marriage has been just 2 years, perhaps shes acting sweet or cute or whatever i dont know.
Dear here dear there.
Then ask all those nonsense question.
I cant remember exact. But like the dog is so pitiful at home hor,dear?
Or why is the sun so bright?
What is the flag ? Which country it represent ?
okay. I'm like WTF?
And sudden change of attitude can happen.
On the road driving. She could be a passenger but as if shes driving.
She : Stop . Move . Turn left. Go straight. Be careful dear. Slower. Now 80 d. Slow down when the driver is slowing down. WTF seriously.

She disgusts me. My sis disgusts me. I have issues. Mother.

Mourning

2009-02-17T09:49:00.002+08:00

Today mark the sad day of my farming career.
After sleeping whole day.
7 Pm went out See my Plantation .
Check out for my TWO little POTATO.
Iau siew .. Dig here and There see nothing... Digg till the shove aso kiam kiam break.
Sweat here and there. LOL.
*
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*
*
*
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Patient. Went back to room.
Then Mom came out water the garden.
Out of Pek chekness and concern for my Potato
KEL : oikk.. My huan chu leh? (my potato lehh ? )
didnt hear.
Open my bloody window bigger
KEL : OIKKKKK... My huan chu lehhhhhh?

MOM: Si Ka liao ki liao lerhh ...(die all ) That day 40 degree.
Dooom. Up Car.
Have to restart my plantation.
No potato eat.
R.I.P

alright.my tl of my trip.

2009-02-16T01:08:00.002+08:00

cause no.1 - no hawt air hostess. economy meleset, the girls aso meleset.
kao giak down. none that can make me keep my eyes still.

cause no.2 - the girl that sat beside me. I said hie , she smile nia.
I whole night stay awake, she titi sleep nia.
I say thank you, she keep quiet.
I say sorry, she keep quiet.
Kiam kiam say fuck u , luckily boh say.

cause no.3 - racism by the air hostess.
chinese in front , chinese at the back , ask the front to up right the seat when meal.
Me and the retarded ah mo in front, the hostess didnt do shit. eat aso susahh.

hahaa..lazy complain d.
Shall plan for the upcoming 14 days before i back to classes.

ABC lerh.

2009-02-15T18:02:00.002+08:00

Lesson no.3
When u got ntg to do in plane.
Switch on ur phone and msg while its taking off.
While the pilot saying : All electrical devices must be switched off during take off and landing.
Mobile Phones must remain off during the journey.

Do more kam lan things. Try to bring the whole plane down with ya.
On ur Fucking Phone during the journey.

Myth Busted. I'm still alive. Nothing eh.Iau siew.

Australian Road 3 lanes ask u drive 80 .Maximum 100km/h
Iau Siew.Build Bicycle ka eng.Highway drive 100 nia?

When you're bored.
Beat the boredom.
Beat the speed.
Beat ur cash money.
LOL.Kena speed trap kena 100+. No discount gok.

Screwed.Brb on more of valentine whatever trip.

30 hours

2009-02-13T15:17:00.004+08:00

Time tickiing down.
Arrived on 15th Nov .
Welcome by JAN CLE and HAO.
Wahh.damn gam tongg.within one hour reach home, they rush down at 12 am.
Now 30 hours left.
But during these time wasnt that bad.
Get to know new PPL. Meet up. Thanksssssssss
Hahaha..THANKS SINCERELY to everyone that spend time with me.
very much APPRECIATED.

Now nonsense things i gonna do or stop doing this year back there.

1. Stop planting potatos in my backyard. mother.
2. Test drive. Break the road rules and see what happen. I cant do it last year. i got my license one day before i flew.
3. Go uni Fool around.
4. Try Foreign Club.
5. Do something beneficial except studies in UNI
6. Walk the dog everyday which i doubt i lazy mother fucker would do.
7. Torture my dog more. Throw up and down on my Bed.
8. Fight with mom more. Main Mission.

Bounce. -Bow- -Wink-
Miss you ppl.
Shall meet up soon

Lesson no.2

2009-02-09T04:00:00.002+08:00

When u got nothing to do.

Send kam lan message or email to ur parents. See their reply.

On 1/26/09, kel kelinho mailto:kelvin007200@hotmail.com%3E%20wrote:%3E
Hello,
> Although i got no transportation
> although life may be real sad because of that
> although this year ang pao abit small
> although new year can be a bit boring.
> But,
> I'm here wishing you and Uncle Ron and all the people
> a very
> Happy Chinese Ox New Year> May this year bless you with wealth and health
> and everything.
> Bye Bye.

Reply Part 2 from the other day

Have to sell fast cos' the second hand car dealer said that they won'twant the car anymore after chinese new year. The price they gave mewas low and even lower after CNY. I will lose another 2 to 3 thousand.All these is hard earned money. I have lost 8 thousand dollars andyour dad lost 11 thousand dollars because of this car.

Try to understand us. We are not rich enough to keep on losing money.Every cent we earn have our sweat and blood. Wait till one day whenyou earn your own money and you will understand.

Whatever I do is all for you and Caryn. Ask yourself what has your daddone for you? Once a while take you out for dinner. Are you satisfiedfor what he has done for you as a father? I have done more than himand that is the truth. Anyway your future is in your hand. Uncle Ron and I have done our bestin Australia for you and Caryn, making sure that you are well lookafter with food, shelter, education and most important our love toboth of you.

Por Por loves you a lot therefore please show your respect and lovetowards her. Remember you will be married one day and have your ownkids.

lesson no.1

2009-02-09T03:53:00.003+08:00

What u do when u got nothing to do?

Life got 24 hours per day.
Spend 16 hours of it sleeping.
1 hour walking to subaidah and eat.
The rest spent on the phone and MSN.
TV unnecessary. own options.

2nd options.
When u cannot sleep.
Open ur eyes. PAK BANG. (Smack mosquito)
Officially now penang eh nyamuk si pek cheh.
Like as if they luan chu fuck around end up so many members.
Ultimate species. Even with my dragon ball hand also not fast enough.
Damn.
Their trick : now u see me now u dont.
play hide and seek.
no beat them they come out.
focus wanna beat them they hide. Mother.

Conclusion : Its either sleep or PAK bang

seventeen forever

2009-02-08T15:02:00.002+08:00

didnt enjoy what is there for me during seventeen.
was so scared what might happen next.
but who am i to judge.
friends are there to have fun during seventeen.
we cant be seventeen forever.
now im nineteen.
things changes , people evolves.
all those years of nurturing brings out now.
personality and attitude starting to build.
more things happen.
its now not kids or children matter.
adult . actually have to live on ur own.
no more relying . u cant u move on.
u can u stay a lil longer. goodbye.

empty

2009-02-05T00:09:00.002+08:00

try to go out
nothing works.
head blank.
mind heavy yet alight.
down ka beh down d.
watch movie aso beh enlighten.
im empty in me.

last 9 days and look how i end it?
BHS. =)

11 days - run

2009-02-03T14:52:00.002+08:00

maybe i shud light up.
so what something wont last.
nothing stays forever.
seriously no mood to go out for the last 11 days.
i prefer just staying at home and sleep thru my days.

i should be mature and more serious.
i promised.

light up light up.
as if i have a choice.
even though i cant hear ur voice.
i know u wont be right beside me.

emotions - sour

let the countdown begin

2009-02-02T16:39:00.008+08:00

bum bum bi dum bum bum bi dum bum.
lets meet the year to come.
enjoy 2009 without the group, shall we?

from left to right : hao the auntie , cle the shortie , mindy the serious , wen qin the cutie , me the retard , sean the richie

the poserr!?

Vehicles often used for outing : JANs 1989 & CLEs 2813
PLans Succeeded : Quite a few
PLans Failed : Quite a lot.
Group details :
Guys :
JAN : Mature and busy
CLE : Irresponsible and funny i supposed?
KEL : Of course the greatest of all. funny cool apa pun ada.
HAO : Ah ma boy
Yik Sean : wisdom and money
Spongebob : AKA Wei Ming. Big boobs perhaps?

Girls :
Mindy : sweetheart...organized.
Wen Qin : Blurr BLurrr
Syndee : KL , mischievious

Thats it for the report. Goodbye and Take care.

things i think

2009-02-01T02:16:00.003+08:00

no matter how sweet a msg can be ..
but its from someone who u dont have feeling to
it feels nothing.
no matter how plain or few words a msg can be
its from the one u love
it feels sweet and funny.

we always hold back to our past with minor sweet memories
but we forget those bitter things our partner has did to us.
thats why we always tell ourself
What if He/she is the sweet one?

We always paranoia of things that has yet to happen
that deter us of moving further
those dare to move either
die or succeed
but mostly will succeed.

even a few hours of call from the one
is sufficient to make us drown.
but a minute from non-important
make us bored.

a few wrong words from our partner
we worry the whole night or even day
a whole wrong words from oothers.
we take it funny.

a call from him/her make us panic of what gonna say next.
a call from others make us feel sad because its not him/her

a text makes us feel excited.
a text not from him/her makes us feel devastated

Screw CNY

2009-01-27T14:53:00.003+08:00

U see.
Heres the pathetic thing.
Reunion dinner one house. 2 tables.as usual.
1st day of cny same house. one house ONLY.
Mother. My relatives si pek boring. all come to one house.
2nd day which obviously i didnt go. The same house again?
Looks like i dont have to pai chia eh. Go one house can d.
My house lagi pathetic. though my ah ma staying with me.
No one visit us eh. Instead 1st day she go play mahjong with some lifeless aunties d.
WTF mann.My life pathetic..

Reunion Conclusion -
started at 7 concluded at 9? WTF. Last time last till 11?
Screwed. Tot of getting drunk. Mana tau 2 can of beer nia feel vomit d.
Then instead drunk i get sleepy. Screwed..

1st day-
Dont mind the ang pao. Screw it. The amount cant even help boost my economy.
Out of the many hours in one house half of the time i spent sleeping.
Great.

Conclusion-
New year and other days ?
No difference perhaps
NO GAMBLINGG..?!

What? Cny?

2009-01-24T15:58:00.002+08:00

LOL.Great.
Next 2 days CNY? I'm like what? who cares mann.
ma si another day nia..fantastic.
Improvement from last year. No new clothes.
This year manage 2. Wow.no pants.
got hand no leg. Mother.
That 2 shirts took me 4 hours to buy. hahahaha..on average of 2 hours/shirt.
Great right. antoher great thing.
Taxi to Qb.hahahaha..from gurney..LOL mann..
Result of losing my car. Tell my mom. below is the convo.

On 1/23/09, kel kelinho wrote:
>> Im screwed..
> sell my car and im stuck.
> cant go anywhere.
> my life is ruineedd.!
> take taxi u pay?

Heres the reply.
Dear Kelvin, You will be earning big money soon. Don't forget to give me somepocket money and keep the rest for your future air fares and ownpocket money.

Just ask your friends to pick you up for the rest of these two weeks.What are friends for????? If not ask your dad to fetch you all.

Of course left out all those nonsense miss and love u crap. Holy bitch.

Ohh man.ask me to give her pocketmoney. me save up buy guess LV Gucci CK better. damnn.
Holy good kid maann me.

lifeee!

2009-01-22T22:21:00.003+08:00

Its been long since i complain.
life.
lose my family.

im no longer nurtured by parents.
instead by friends.
lose my way my confidence my support .
because of that.
loss of friends because of family.
i have to leave for other part of the world.

dont mind.
the worst part i lose my beauty and got this retard look
because of the family.

yet again this year is perfect.
i got my license.
i got my 3 months off
i got my mood.
i got my literally everything to achieve something i want

1 month afta. i lost my car.

my license collect dust.
my 3 months means nothing.
my mood collapsing.
what more could i say.
I lose my life again.

Last year complain no license.
this year no car.great great...fantastic...i love my god damn life.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

my emotions

2009-01-22T00:05:00.001+08:00

emotions hard to comprehend
what i want.
what i like.
what i deserve
what i prefer.
what i dont like
what i hate.
what i think
what i see
what i sense.
all luan chi cha.
hard to comprehendd..
harder than mother fucker.

Fun seeking

2009-01-15T21:15:00.002+08:00

Notice :
This is immature.
But
I'll waste all my bank money perhaps 50% to gain the fun from you.
I'll treat u if u can give me fun.

ideal runaway

2009-01-15T20:38:00.006+08:00

today is a winding road.
walking thru the tall grasss
with the person i love and lust
hands by hands thru the tall grass
with the one my love excitement wont rust

to this place with wide land of green trimmed grass
out from the city and the gossip
from other girls apart from u
lying side by side enjoying the breeze
listen to the tone while u breathe

looking up at the skies.
our reflection among the clouds..
i wish this is one relation i wont get bored but proud
i wanna relish my dreams my attitude

i dont need to flirt
at least i dont wanna be pressured.
in to what im gonna say next to gain ur laughter
i dont want any of us to get hurt
i wanna be natural and enjoy every moment

theres a mansion towards the end of the grassy land
where we'll enjoy our dinner finished with a dance.
over the couch we cuddle.
lips getting together
red green purple.

-ideal-

Screwed.

2009-01-13T15:54:00.003+08:00

holidays coming to an enddd

Valentine day screwed up day

Screwed.

ABC.XYZ.

literally no difference between MELBOURNE

Picture deceivable. perhaps..its only the buildings that attract..the fun not really.
Its no doubt could be quite romantic over the rivers!

And PENANG.
there we go.our coconut treee.!!! Emo scene i know.

But what to do.

Nights people.

let's try diss.

2009-01-11T13:27:00.001+08:00

yeaaa..here we go for the second time.
my mom is taking her husband and go for a fly.
what i dont have to hear are all her lies.
doesnt matter how hard i try .
she wouldnt stop saying till i cry.
now stop, and excuse with a sigh.
thats how we roll.
till our life are fold.
future is all about digging gold.
welll not exactly i can see how my life flows

chorus:
bleed it out.digging deeper just to throw it away

what more could i say.
all she says and i have to do is obey
whatever happen i still live my day.
no matter what happen
sky turns grey or perhaps she would stay.
let the pain just fade away.
and let us roll with no disgrace.

chorus x3

2008 -2009

2009-01-03T15:33:00.004+08:00

2008 please go

2009 please show.

boys and girls

to let u know.

my past let it be study love or friends.

stay as u may.

dislike u may go.

LOL .

studying people. take it easy. fuck studies and fail it.

joking lerh.study as u like.i wont give opinion.

to working ppl. aim higher and CEO it.

what gone let it be gone.

what like let it be fated.

2009 lets rawk it..

if u are a girl - be a playgirl

boy - screw every girl u see.
GAYYYSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

breeding mushroom

2008-12-29T21:05:00.002+08:00

as u may see from titlee

im breeding mushroom.

and its growing...everywheere...

parasite is growing.

or shud i say on me.

im rotting.

soon goonna grow some green lumut d...wooot !

MUSHROOOM!

who wanna pluck it outt?!!!
or at least get rid of it.

2008-12-29T19:29:00.005+08:00

Miss u LOTS and LOTS

Love u Much and Much

Hearts u never less than tmr.

3 words.

I LOVE YOU

I MISS YOU

-XOXO-

Sincerely for _______ (fil in the blanks)

headache

2008-12-28T22:09:00.003+08:00

have u ever feel unloved?

not loved by anyone?

when a relationship goes dull.

tell me what u do?

1) embrace thru the hard times. and Hope?

2) forget it.find new one? what happens to the words?

3) temporarily break up

4) Hope and hope and hopeee?!!!

How long can relation last?

1 day

1 week

1 month

1 year? if u are lucky?

tell me im wrong.

Relation nowadays oni looking for the fun they have together.

not the hard times they will be going thru..

Headache!

Smile.

ITs been long

2008-12-27T18:18:00.003+08:00

It's been long since i touch this.
LOL
cut the crap.
xmas.
things to learn.
Its not about where u celebrate it.
Its about who with.
Its not about the fun. Its about how u manipulate it.
Eve . though celebrate in church but turns out to be fun
sometimes things hard to say. might change. things might get bored.
its not necessary to change the things u having.
though u might be doing same thing everyday with him/her
but to be with that person is fun enough? perhaps.
crap out of air. hahahaha.chilll.

great life

2008-12-05T21:50:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAA..
fantastic.alcohol.nice life.
drink drank drunk.
game plan -
each open a card.
lowest get to drink half a cup of tiger.
LOL..fantastic.
players -
me
cle
jan
hao
phil
sean
mindy
wei ming
Biggest loser - jan
LOL
biggest drinker - jan
pictures in phone.ask me for it.LOL.
some funny things happen. someone lock self in toilet.LMAO.
me ? as usual going around talking nonsense.but its coool.hol night mien sleep.

not the things u do,the one u do it with.

2008-11-19T12:54:00.002+08:00

things :
walk the beach.
Bowling.
Ping pong.
Tennis.
Cycling.
Movies.
Shopping.
Arcade.
Hang out.
Dinner.

Sounds familiar?
See rite.
Do it with guys sipekkk kao giak ..chin kao lat..
Gay!
Beh ho sehhh..

annual report

2008-11-07T12:19:00.003+08:00

D' Aussiezzz

Vs

The Malaizzz.
(no Picture if not blog polluted.no offense.)

After a year of observations and investigations.
Hypothesis. You should go for whites instead of black.

Facts :

In aussie u look for the majority, In ********* u look for minority.
the whites wear G string as what i saw in the bus. The black still wearing a bloody cloth on their head.
The whites hawt like fuck but the black lame like crap.
The white original rawks , the black american wanna be. ( Asian African) tot they are leona lewis or 50 Cent. lets call them _The A²_
The whites feature like diamond the black like biscuit.
The whites go to church once a week, the A² 5 times a day. Beh ho sehh mann.
On the street, u see a white, u say OMFG. u see the A² WTF is that.
Language , Whites : international Black : National
white can kisss in public, Black kissing in a room call maksiat.
Whites : fuck and go , Black : touch me u forever on hold

Alright. Enough of the Whites advantage.
Lets look at the dark side.

They pretty yea damn right. But they smoke and tattoo
Most i see can't be loyal although some can.
A portion of them are overweight which is good in terms of boobies.
They pang too much but surprisingly the rape case here less than there.

Any update i'll add it up .
If you guys have anything to add tell me frankly.
No offense to those involved.
I don't own the pic above.its one of my school student.
Bounce.

listenn up

2008-10-31T19:24:00.003+08:00

yaooo..yaoo.listen up boi.
friday marks the halloween day
however its my exam day.
why am i so afraid right on yesterday
coz today its just another day.

finish the exam with no time to spare.
as usual i may die or i may flare.
open the paper i gave it a fucking aweful glare.
any moment that happen, i shall give it a tear.

now fuck u upside down.
thats no nit to frown.
as 2 weeks later i'll be sitting in the G-lounge
so just chill and call for god.
how a boring night apart from some candy treat.

pressure pressure

2008-10-29T13:40:00.002+08:00

mixed emotions going around.
whatever i see dont match what i found
1st time go sch i feel so down.
but never mind coz no matter how
something going down more than me.
and that's the uk pound.

afta 1 week off school
i went back today felt like a foool.
but its alright im coool.
however the chicks made me droool.
im like in the heaven of poool
feel like walking them .
and say this couple of words
" i wanna fuck u"

ey,i aint no flirter.
but im a unqualified player
so say some prayer
that i'll gain success in any layer.

peace.

alright alright

2008-10-28T17:47:00.002+08:00

Here we go.
1 2 3.
and im free.
for the next 2 weeeks im on my exam spree.
but it doesnt matter
coz that will be my last degree
lets take this to another step
for that we know im gonna be back
for a break.
in no longer than 3/4 of a month.
i'll be back in my mother fucking land.
sucking the beach and sand
no matter how i can see my friends.
girls and guys u are my man.

anyway just stay tune for time being
as i try my hard my best
as i dont know where to begin.
one more time i can watch epl.
its more than i can tell.
for me i know ur heart will fell.
so just wait and i'll catch up with u .
side by side in the hotel.

Peace.

Today

2008-10-02T18:53:00.002+08:00

Okay.Lets see what i did today.
Wake up lorh.then err er..look at time lorh.
Then 9.15 lorh. Then kinda hang between my maths lecture
or
Zoo lorh.
Then family say Zoo. kay lorh.
Change lorh.Go to Zooo lorhh.
Family 1st merh.Got one 9 year old one 13 year old.
What to do me this 18 must have to follow go see animals lorh.
Okay.Lets see what Animal i saw.
1st. Mandrill A.k.a. Baboon.
then tiger, monkeys,reptiles, leopard, polar bear, orang utan, elephant, meerkat, penguin, giraffe, zebra, butterflies,lions, and many more.
Happy?
Okay. then merh come home lorh.
Then merh sit here blog lorh.Thats it. Perfect day.
My life shaping up.
Funny thing is
My family speech ,
" This is monkey "
Look at those lions.
Wahh tiger tiger !
Can i go to playground?
The monkeys are awesome.
Elephant!!!!
-end of speech-
ME : radar spinning looking for hawties.
Done

random²

2008-09-30T18:56:00.004+08:00

How did i wake up today without u
Accomplishing every task in due
With much struggle more than a few
Its the time my mind gone abuse

The happiness i gain when i'm with u
similar to the feeling of my physics done in the dew.

However the emotion gone as salvation
The thought of u in my mind
all occasion
The touches we share in our relation
felt like a really short duration
when it supposed to be never ending solution
Cuddles we had as sweet as my affection
really that i thought this my confession

Chorus
I never knew i could find it
never knew could lost it.
when all i ever want is to keep it
u make me hate u.
ur absence made me miss u
but the best thing bout me and u.
is that u always had me next to u.
I fall for u.

remembering our conversation
our future and pointing the places
that we would go afta our wedding
this i promises
but now memories are left shattered
the name we called each other
baby darling dear and precious
are no more than bunch of trashes

Bridge :
Remember the time we hug
we kiss we hold each other hands
like theres no tomorrow
But....
now im left in the cold.
So this i confess. Chorus x2

Bounce.last confession
The hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To turn around and walk away, pretending I don't love you
-not from me-

random

2008-09-29T21:38:00.002+08:00

in this world , pretty girls are alot
but u are the one that made me admit my fault
who knows that i will be going abroad
and our relationship is left with few dots
when we apart, i have alot in my thought
that somedays ur feeling will get bored
and u will finally leave me in the alley
and all i do is rot.

Can we skip back time when the day u look at my eyes
when suddenly the sun aso felt shy
but the hardest word to say was goodbye.
when i have to leave u on the other side of my life
never that i enjoy every moment of my life
when u not around, missing u are all in my mind
the promises we share and made was that a lie
now that i see u with another guy
on the bed that we use to lie
but nevermind i tell myself that i try
and now i could only let the tears from my eye
dripping on to my soaking chicken pie.

day by day i saw ur face.
night and day i embraced.
never a moment u leave me in daze
now we have nothing much to say
all i could do is turn gay
when i noe this 3 words
"I LOVE YOU" never u may say
my sky just turned gray
even when i watch F1 ydae at marina bay
ahem.im saying the singapore bay

alright..its time to bounce.
dont think that im down.
At least i've done something different from now.
its time to take bow.
WOOOOOOOOO
Specially made random

2nd post of the day

2008-09-27T16:28:00.001+08:00

this time Fuck my family.
Si pek and kao giak luan..Fuck you one and two.
Fuck u 3 and 4.
But nvm. Now i'm kinda 50-50.
At 1st tot putting in my preference for the uni here.
But now i doubt it. Parents might divorce again.
So i fucking going back.And i'll think about it.
Yoo.Penang.here i come. Fucking the day since i left.
'I fucking suffer till now. No problem. Starbucks sega fredo MegaQ
GSC. All the fucking unhealthy places .Great lerhh.
Pool skills gone from 5/10 to negative d lerh.Damnn.
Sorry for nooobity.Bounce..

Problem Problem

2008-09-27T15:29:00.002+08:00

The theme of today.
If you have nothing good to say then shut the fucking shit up.
Stopp giving fucking negative comments when I'm here fucking trying to deal stuffs.
Fucking hell mann..Fuck aussie.
No..Actually Fuck everyone.
Well i supposed no one's perfect.
So fuck me. Fucking problem alot today.
hahaha.Geelong lost Grand final. Tot gonna celebrate if they win.
Fuck now must fucking stay in the fucking home. What a fucking day.
And then Ebay fucking problematic. Fucking hell.
Fucking one more week holiday ends. Fucking shit.
Books aso didnt fucking open yet.
Stop fucking. goodnight Fucking Place.

Preview - Season 2 Break the couples

2008-09-24T22:56:00.003+08:00

This summer....
A new series begins.
When the opposition collides....
When Reality face Fantasy
As Similarity against Disparity
Strength break lose....
Doooom.....
When the love birds are in romantic moods.....
*
*
*
*
*
The unexpected came.
Everyone go insane.
Theres this excruciating pain.
That no one can complain.
And thennn. .....Boom.....

Courtesy of Kel.
Coming soon This November.
Brace yourself for changes.
12 of 15 of 11 of 2008.
Good luck.

Trust in Friends

2008-09-24T16:13:00.002+08:00

Haih.Downn mann..trust trust trust...because of trust get in so much troubles.
Cb lj Pk lerhh..si pekk tulann..ma cb.Dont know things dont say lerh..Ma cb..
Monday trust : Australian rules football. Ask me go all in on one player.
Fuck.Lose $300.....Ma cbbb..Tulann dlorhhh..Tell them they fucking laugh like no body business..
Keong kann lerh..Si pek dumb mann..
Today's trust : Something bout ebay. Ask them where and how to post. Tell me so fucking confidence. Mana eh zai its knn si pek wrong. HBk lerhh.. When the buyer receive nothing in the box, me can ho sehh d lerhh...kan wa pun sueiii.
Seriously, kan lu lang pun sueii.. malehh.. ho ho ask lu lang ka wa kong lanjiao ua.
Cb..Tulan lorhh..So guys tell me trust or not to trust. Puki Ma.
Words cant spell my tulan ness. Kannninehh lerhh..
Lemma..Beh settle d.. Ki keong kannn lerhh...
Ohh ya.Jan pai se lerhh..ur 300 $ habehh d....LOL...apa pun habehh...hami lj pun boh d.
seluar dalam baju dalam condom apa pun must sell d.
Poookieee maaa

HOLIDAYS

2008-09-21T13:34:00.002+08:00

finally. After 3 sucky terms, I have holidays. and 3 weeks to go after holidays till my exam.
Great ey?
hahahaa.Would i be studying for exam? I have not made up a decision.
Well,Its okay. Just Im craving for speed more than ever had.
nvm. Well talking bout err..My dinner that day was awesome.
The girls and everything. except for the foood.
Certainly alcopop rulez! LOL. Vodka with lemon or raspberry or some shit.
Rawks. Nvm.
Plan for holiday

Sleep
Fuck
Kiss
Get laid

another thing is the last day holiday = my birthday. Great. 8teen finaly.fucking awesome.
chill. bounce

roasted

2008-09-13T14:48:00.002+08:00

GOD damn it .
Today is so fucking amazingly hawt..
Spring is so fantastic.
Have to make such an impressive intro.
Making my dick so fucking sweaty.
My ars soak up in sweat.
Undies have to rinse it dry.
Wait. Am i over exaggerating?
Could be. But nvm..
Monday is my valedictory dinner.
Great d lerh.Can see girls in dresses.
I'm loving it. But too bad my class has few enormously fat chicks.
Shit me. Bye.

laziness

2008-09-07T19:19:00.002+08:00

lazinessism

Familiar huh ?
I'm so fucking lazy.
Having locker in school is fun ey?
My books have been there for almost everyday.
Sooner or later ber-dust d man. Fuck me.
Never bring back my book .
How am i gonna fucking Excel in my exam which is in 2 months time
Go sch,the whites study i feel sucky. Fuck again.
Computer in room. Fun ey?
Fucking Addicted to it. Fuck me again.
Without comp in room last time feel shit.
Now in there feel shitter. Fucker.
Teacher no check ur work ,Fun?
Absolutely fucked up. 2 hours in class sit there day dream.

Damn Fuck man.

Fuckerism Lazirism

6th day of the 6th of 9

2008-09-06T17:04:00.002+08:00

I found my new crush

Miley Cyrus rawkss !!!
7 Things video. How awesome is that?
The way she says 1,2,3,4 .
Damnn.She rawks. But her voice abit rough. Shit.
Check her out.
I don't care if she's slut or what
Cle : ALi LOhan Sucks.

Then,

Fuck.Im sick of this society.
The people around me.
The environment I'm in.
I was invited so some party but i chose not to go.
Fuck me.
I rejected every invitation.
Fuck me again.
I'm so anti social. Cool ey?

Thats just me.

Should i change?
Should i not?
Giveme some idea.

It's Friday

2008-09-05T15:52:00.002+08:00

It's what day?

Friday. Stars with F.ends with Fuck
8 weeks down.
2 weeks of school to go till my fucking holidays.
70 days till my life ends.
Finally, I can start counting down.
Sadly, I can't fucking go to my school graduation.
Damn.I hate those English speaking freak when ur name is chinese.
Come fuck me if beh song?

In this society.To belong or not to ?

When ppl comment u,u change ?
When u happy being urself.
When ppl dislike u how?
When u got no where to go
Fuck this.
I guess time is too short to be someone else. Curi from Step up 2.

Fuck me.But I'm going home.
Hate me but I'm all alone.

Bye.

Genocide

2008-09-02T16:51:00.002+08:00

Genocide -

Term used to kill a certain race of people.
But fuck race
Kill all those whites especially ladies above 30.
Above 30 the whites are useless.
They are bitch.
No point fucking them

2ndly -

Don't be fooled by the american movie
In school guys aint sitting with gurls.
The white gurls dont like guys that flirt.
Generally they are the same as Asian girls.
Just they might look better. LMAO
They don't like stalker.
Just as you know.Cheers.
I don't know if thats every white though.

Next -

I'm pissing off real bad these days.
I get really pissed off really easy.
I fuck most of the things around me
Three new terms i use.
Fuck me
Fuck shit
Suck shit.

d__b

Fuckiest day

2008-08-31T16:06:00.002+08:00

Fuck I'm emo today

Thinking stuffs i shouldn't be
Search for perfectionism
Irritated over minor stuffs
Fuck me. Fuck myself.
Headache.
Fucking narrow view
Bored of online-ing. Fuck.

So blooody Fucked up and Sad.

Crap. Fuck crap.
Why am i so Irritated and annoyed ?

Fuck up family

Why my mom always complain and can't keep her mouth shut?
She wants a 2nd divorce?

I wanna die for god sake.

Fuck.
Fuck
Fuck.
Fuck.
Fuck.

Feel sick

2008-08-30T15:02:00.002+08:00

Reason

Addiction to PC. Fucking 9 hours ydae.
Some zombie in my English class. Fuck spread virus.
Fuck. Im now suffering from headache.
Fuck. My mom and my dad.
My high school chicks doesn't seems to be laidable.
Fuckerism everywhere.
Stuck at home for 12 hours.
Fuck the pussy. Home is no fun.
Fuck me. Swearing non stop.
Fuck my Homework.
Fuck school.
This point. Im on my fucking Pc for 5 hours.Still fucking counting.

Fuck this shit. A-Z

New Update

2008-08-29T15:01:00.002+08:00

*Update*
hahahahaha. This gonna be the highlights. There's more fcuked things to come.
- School
- Travel
- The return of me
- My birthday
- Driving
- Girls
- Guys

Whatsoever.

School

Homework - Fcuk
Teachers - Lagi Fcuk
Students - The only thing that rawks. The girls are just awesome
Classmates - Physics , Whole class guys. Not even a Girl.

Life

Ups and Down. Dont worry Hahahah.
Still Fcuking Around and Pissing ppl off.
Fool around.

Thats it. Good bye. Update of the past.
Az

under maintenance

2008-08-24T16:32:00.001+08:00

chill guys...rehab rehab..
Kel Rehab.
In malibu now.
I'll be back real soon.

Routine

2008-07-25T02:36:00.002+08:00

Really nothing much to tell you guys this week as it had been pretty much routined.
Fcuk up physics diagnostic test. Cant be bothered. Studies studies. Cant be bothered.
Well its pretty much the same. GO schoool, come home, Day dream abit , sky gets dark,then have dinner. Dusk dream . then sleep. then another day. so obviously its boring. Dont fcuking ask me why. Till now i havent got a parent teacher interview yet. I dont know whats gonna happen next. So well, Come what come may. if parents wanna fcuk me up, I dont bloody care. The most i sleep earlier nee lorhh. chilll lerhh...So yea.bounce.Friday today. Will keep ya update if anything happen . Got double double maths and double english. A full and fcuking day. Worst week .Starts with english end with english. Maths lagi gai. Lazy do the calculation. Dont know how fcuk d. So crap. See ya. Why so serious ?

bloody society

2008-07-21T14:17:00.003+08:00

how fucked up a society around u can be ..the people around u.
eg. Today in schoool. Lots of fcuking bitch and things happen.
A friend not really a friend. Hes trying to get someone of the team lets say some sports. Guess what he said to BOOBOO. Get AHAH out of the team. Then in front of AHAH,he said : u know what,the people come to me and ask me to talk u out of the team . I tell them i wouldnt do so. I mean WTFFFF. Such a BItchchh...huwaa.a.DAmn fcuking tulan lorh tell u.
Then 2nd ly. My eng lish teacher. did i tell u i had an interview with her on friday. Well i told her im not gonna study anymore and deal d lorh. today, she ask me to stay back tells me (while smiling) like very friendly : Kel, Im goin to organize a parent teacher interview.I want u to tell ur mom exactly what happen.And i've told the principal,he gonna call u up sometimes. ...Addition : why dont u get a job and leave sch and earn some money to go back to Msia.
Lemma chau cibaiiii..Tulann ka kamolannn.why life so fcuk up eh .I dont know whats gonna happen when my mom knows.Fcuk up lorhhhh..fcuking bitchhh..
Reach home d. Afta one full night of streaming movie onto my pc, I discover it was OFF.fcuking OFF. Lemma chau puki..My mom damnn fcuk ed up... Lemma..this whole world fucked up.....

MA cibaiii!!!!Keong kan .!!!
English got HOmework againnn!!! Kanninehhh...

noe why my life so farked up?

2008-07-20T15:39:00.002+08:00

My life is fcuked up and its true. why is it so? u may ask why ?
Living in a house 24/7 ur mom and her partner quarreling over and over again .Not that bad yet. Then in ur routine, U cant do what u wanna do . U cant do what u like to do. AL u can do and must do is what u have to do. How fcuked up can that be. Homework ,Teachers order. All those farked up shitt. U have to do when u dont like to do. Just going out for a movie , Which u would prefer its fun , and u are bound to do so . Fark ey? thats just my life mate. Cnat cheers. Being brought up in fcuking chinese society where winning is everything so farked up. When u lose when u dont study well ,when u dont finish up ur work , ur life is ending. Thats my farking mom principle. Going school .School starts at 9 am Must reach by 8.50 . If not u will be screwed. How obedient can that be? . Fcuked.. In this fcuking jungle which i no longer can stand. Dont know how tarzan can live so long. I m giving up. I wanna go home . Not home. I wanna go somewhere fun . NO rules. NO suffering. NO Must. I do what i like to do. The only current place is dream. Fcukkk ...FCuuukkk..

I Finally Loss My Virginity

2008-07-19T20:14:00.003+08:00

Yeppp.You read it rightt..Arghhh..i finally Got laidd.! Seriously I lose my virginity yesterday!!!.
How cool is that. I fcuk a chick yesterday night. How fun could it be. The night was great. Initially never thought of that. Just thought of going Clubbing meet some chiqs. Then somehow get some alcohol. but fcuk .When i was in the club. Woowahhh..Damn great the chiqs.And flirt around and touching ars and fool around. I might have kiss as well. Then who knows. The next minute I pick up some chiq that invited me over to her house. Well. At her house , I wouldnt say more as it's Privacy. But we had a rough night. It was the best night ever in my life. I tried every style that i've learn. From lying down to standing up .From horizontal to vertical. From upside down to uprright. Any style u could have think of. Honestly how greattttt.! Dont worry guys i wont get STD. I wore a condom.hahaha.fully lubricated. Her bed was bouncy and springy . What fcuk could i say .Shes white NOT bloody Asian . Her profile indescribable. Everything were perfect. Im starting to miss her now. I wont ever i mean ever forget that night . 18 July 2008.
Alright.Enough crap. For those who believe that ,u are so sohaii.LOL. Just out of fun got nothing to do. Joking lerhh.. hahahahahahhaa. wink.

School's Lame

2008-07-14T15:42:00.002+08:00

I know I know.Everytime i blog its eitther life sucks or schooll sucks or whatsoeva sucks..
But this is the truth.School realllly really sucks..appart from the sexy naughty and bitchy girls. The rest.20 and above really sucks..Its either their mom gives birth to a bitch or they got the genes from their bitchy mom.Fcuking English.Fucking everything. Lemma. I draw stuff while u teaching kenot isitt?..Like that aso kena comment.Fcuk ur mother arshole.Chau cibaii..Go ur class sure got bloody homework wan. Lemma lerhh..3 paragraphs of fcuking dont know what lanjiao language analysis.Read the newspaper merh read lorh..lemma why so fcuking sohai go analyse it.Like when i grow up im gonna waste my fcuking times go analyse ur fcuking aussie paper.I read aso no time d lerh.Chau cibaiii.Si pekk tulannn..To be frank.I gave up on studies ages ago.Now fcuk off. parents dont understand. Friends Pressure. Kids dont have yet.Siblings not my brother which means she is a girl and just need to get married and dont worry. Who understand. Fcuking bitchhh.. Tmr homework didnt do. So how. Fcuk with her d dis time.After 1 year plus im here. No choice but to fcuk with her.And theres oni a single class of her.So i got no where to go. Kanninehhh..

kenot tahan

2008-07-11T20:44:00.002+08:00

Damnn..addicctionn...Addiction to complainn...leads to blogg.g..Fcuk..
Life really sucks to the max..Like that wasted bloody 7 days of holiday at home..Sitting rot and shitt..fcuk.Everyday routine wake up eat walk in and out.Ebay 3/4 of the day.Then sleep.Fcuk...Damnn fcuk up..why is it so fcuked up.Monday got english.One piece of homework aso havent done.Fcuk d.Got 10 tasks.Alll in my bagg avoid sunlight.All hide like bloody zombie or vampire.And im the lazy werewolf.Fcuk lorhhh.Monday howta tell the bitch?Give me some ideas.Say i lost my books in fire.How poor.Wooow.Great idea. Fcuk. Msn no people..Fcuk.where are all the boys and girls.Fcuk.Wanna buy stuffs no money.Another fcuked. Everyday being fcuked. Today fcuked with problems.Tmr pregnant with misery. Fcuk holy jesus. God dmann it.Life really fcuked up.Cannot.Must leave here as soon as possible.Go back penang nO $$ gok zai GG. Damnn.Everyday aso GG. Damnn sohaiii. GO back penang.Oil 2.70.Wanna drag or drift aso tak bolehh.Now gurney drive aso so damn quiet i guess.Fcuked. Midnight wake up pee cannot hear Brammm brammm bramm d.Fcuk d lorhh..No entertainment.GG..GG.GG.GG. Fcuk fcuk fcuk.
Bounce.Tmr saturday and tmr tmr sunday.Fcuk.

Break.

2008-07-09T21:53:00.001+08:00

Taking A Fcuking Break.
I'll Back Soon Enough.
Goodnight Guys and Gals.
Bboys And Bgirls.
Gays and Lesbians.
Fcuker and Got Fcuked.

100th posstt..

2008-07-07T15:39:00.003+08:00

phewww weett..100 th postt...ah ne fast me complain 100 days d roughly.my blogg has been up and running for 100 days.or even more.plus minus the days i blog more and the weeks i didnt blogg.express my gratitude 1st lerhh.for the fellow loyal audience. Keep coming back for more emo and sohaii posts.

Lets breathe to each other and be closer together.
lets walk together be forever
let the sand buried our feet and together watch the sun set.
Lets lie side by side and promise u will be my bride.

Noticeable mom and that sohai ah mo is turning distance or am i just being sensitive.
But i dont really care if they are gonna break or shit.
Just that from young i would never feel secure.
Whenever theres an arguement,bad to say i would think of divorce.
This might has affected me in within. Fcuk.
I hate my family.I hate everyone around me . Any one wanna give me a better home?
Adoption?Anyone? I wish i could run away. I just cant. No fcuking money. No nothing.
Someone please kill me. Forever and ever. Tua pek kong if u know english and happen to read my blogg help me abit. Abo im sure gona KKK d. Fcukk.
Bloody headache while writing this. Fcuk fcuk fcuk.

piss at my self

2008-07-07T00:27:00.000+08:00

Damn piss.Noe why? Noe why i so dont like to on9. Coz i fcuking cant get a convo going. Im so bloody stupid and boring. Im so hopeless and useless..Now u guys noe.
My creativitiy is like zero.whenever u talk to me u would fall assleepp...Now god plz fcuk me. Fcuk me and wake me up from my dull personality. I Call upon u ..beg u to Fcuk me.

Sydney.

2008-07-06T23:13:00.003+08:00

Finally i gotta blogg..my fcuking internet once again.caussing this fcuking problem.
Kay kay..the fun thing and the pek chek thing is met the police on highway.hahaa..1st time got pull off to the road.police asking blow the alcohol thingy and tutup engine bagi license.hahaha.
REason : Driving 60 on highway.wow..kiat le.drive 60 police pun beh song..malehh..realli tulan that polic.of course not me drive lerh.my mom.so there goes the convo between mom and police
Police writing my mom's name on some shitt.
Mom: Why are u writing my name?
Police : If u du wan let me rite,I'll rite a ticket for u.

ME afta knowing the convo : wtf.police bigg isit?kenot ask.Fcuk u..Si pek kam lan all those police officers not only Aussie including Msia. Chau cibai.
Another thing.12 hours of driving rite? My mom and the fcuking ah mo quarrel for that long. Get it?How cool a holiday can end?damnn fcuk up family. Cibai mom.cibai everything.
Feeling insecure.Weell.Cant be stuffed writing so much now. Look at the fcuking pictures .

Some random picture near the harbour/bay or whatever shit.

random picture in the street.

Harbour bridge far away.

Sydney so called opera house.More like some retarded shell.

Bounce!

Sick of life

2008-07-06T23:09:00.002+08:00

Bored - simple 5 letter wprds but give a significant meaning.joy i couldnt enjoy.the past is growing.the then is aging.the future is dying.either here or there i dont feel the fun.my mom ridiculous.the abnormal one.i guess my worriness genes are from her.oni moving on the same road.the aim of her lyf.fcuk that.keep complainin.diff situation.for eg.she ask : u wan burger? ans : nahh . Her reply : you must fcuking have one.so whats the point of asking when she already made the decision?i wanna be myself.not the one u guys wan me to be but i musnt. rmbr the day i say bout time.why?my gm told me that she wouldnt come again.the point is not up to her.is can she?time.sick of life.

suffering in sydney

2008-07-03T13:15:00.002+08:00

yooo..guys..backk backk..for a moment..in bloody CC now in Sydney.damnn useles.s.the cibai pc aso using CRT monitorr..damn nooobb..nothing..no games..gonna watch porn aso shitt...damnn lerhh..wait..tell u abit bout my fcuking life now.guess how i go the bloody Sydney? By fcuking car. 12 hours in the car..imagine thatt..fcukk mannn..kidney backbone all aso spoill..pelvis aso become elvis presleyy..kanninehh lehh...damnn nooobb...alrightt..then when reach sydney more sohaiii...
family damnn bloody poorr.have to stay in like a negative star hotell..damnn damnnn fcuking nooob..the rooom damnn stinks..not like G hotell..damnn rawksss..shit...fcuk the hotel here..fcuk everythigngg..then need food rite?have to blooody walk till 1 hour to reach the fcuking eating paradise which is cheap.i dont understand when theres so many places to eat have to walk bloody 1 hour to the fcuking China town..holiday aso suffer mann..Fcuk..piss off lorhhh..Then the rest i lazy complain d lerhhh..ffcuk lerhh.Tmr another 12 hours back..lemma..wanna die hard d..jump off the car...roll and roll on the fcukin highway..100 km/h speed limit..what a high wayy..anytime can bored to death.i'll upload photo soon i think.if i feel like it..now fcuk off 1st.

misleading

2008-06-30T02:41:00.000+08:00

The sky is dark.The world is gloomy.The wind blowing soft yet deadly. Rain is pouring from above - hard rocked droplets.
Chirping of the birds could hardly be heard. sunlight dimly penetrate.through the thick cloud covering above - dark and
cottonlike. first impression. misleading of course. an impression - bad enough to annoyed anyone. as always. my head is
hurting - the excruciating pain. ruining my day like it has always done in the past. the pain.the suffering. hardly be
seen. hardly be felt. not that i dont want but its i cant - stop it. medicine. panadol as my mom would mention.
differs from the usage. the pain is not in within. yet left ajar. boring buddha. my step dad.the usual one perhaps.the
boring one.as i might have sought after. the issue,its not that i dont wanna go out. the fact that.everybit.
every minute.will not permit my happiness to travel. a journey would be left in cage. locked with the boredom. the key
could never be found. a long lost key.one i needed most. final appeal. sad despite. time is ending. clock is ticking.
with its iron hand.striking the 6th month of the year. a eventful year. perhaps sorrow. tears. shed after. dried now.
everything - the past .then. future. collaborating. result is far worse than expected - disaster liked of course.
devastating & intimidating. The park is dull.without a single child. on the swing. hardly smile. gently blown by the wind.
the swing seems brought to life. the door.tightly shut. house looks empty and vacant.playground - kids fav. the slide.
kids lollies. looks stale. seems pale. in the past it would be a tale. a very much children sought after? impossible.
i stumble.i shocked.across the diversity.changes.dusty road.straight one.looping up and down. far in the horizon. warmth.
dampen by the cool breeze of the emptiness. the dusk is breaking. sun far away.a thousands miles.far as my home. similar.
not quite. yes. abrupt. out of sight out of mind - exploring. merge down the other continent. twilight .yawning. marks the
end .bounce.

fcukiest day

2008-06-28T22:39:00.002+08:00

lemmaa lehh..really fuckiest day ever..great day to start the holiday. Nothing to do eh. Fcuk lorhhh..lemma..Wake up 12 sleep back at 2.Then hol day do nothing.dont know do what fcuk. wanna go pub underage.lemma lorhh..illegal drive die die ki better lerhh..tmr another fcuking day. like that can die mann.sis and ah ma here aso can do nothing. lemma cb damnn. shud go get laid.but house fucking filled with the bored buddha and kuan yin ma. damnn them.titi cha siao .ma lehh.damnn lorh..bed queen size dont know for what shitt.cant do a fcuk.damn lerh damn. tuesday to friday gonna waste in sydney.probably one day wasted in the fcuking stinky car of the buddha. everyday talk discovery chanel and national geo with me.Fcuking boring man u. Making me so crap in front of my friends.damnn.life sucks really. fcuked up. 5 more months I'm telling myself.And im outta here. Goodbye.REst in peace. I gonna leave u buddha and kuan yin ma and im gonna back to my satan world. wooohooo.bestt lerh bestt.but before that I'm like undergoing 18 stage of hell. Walking thru the boredom of the buddha spell and the nagging of the kuan yin lecture. Damn great. Sumor got alot. another 16 stage which includes sch and stuffs.Lazy to describe. really fcuk fcuk fcuk.

Sohai is holiday-ing.

2008-06-28T09:19:00.002+08:00

Yepp.Thats right.It's holiday time again. Sch term 2 ended yesterday. 12 weeks of sufffering ended. Which means 1 semester gone.Another to do.Around 12 to 13 weeks for next semester. 4 more months towards end of year 12. Then im done schooling. And 1stly i wanna congratulate those who happen to able to go home. LOL.KLJ.Enjoy ya holiday.Hope ur plane dont crash. Crash lu toh keong kan d. Well.Ydae cant be stuffed blogging coz too lazy to even move my finger. Ended quite well ydae. But suddenly i realise. Time is really time. How many 2 seconds would u have in life. How many would u wan it to last? Or even how many 2 years? 2 years seems long when u await for something. But there isn't really any 2 years for u to waste. U might have the time of ur life this year.Wad about next 2 year?Would u enjoy or would u even be here? Hence, take ur time look around.Spend ur life doing what u like doing not what others want u to do. Fcuk studies if u dont like it. Fuck girls if u are gay. Fcuk guys if u are lesbian. In the end who would gives a fcuk to u? Even how much u contribute to each other. The end the other would either return u because he owe u or wouldnt even care bout u. As im writing this.I'm not referring to anyone in particular. Dont keh gao go perasan think u are part of it. Well,since it's holiday,should i take a break from my blogg?

Sohai oOo.

2008-06-26T17:45:00.002+08:00

Woo.Afta taking one day break and the vulgar kid is back on track. This time. Thats right. About english.haha.Funny.Without the brothers ,time like flying.well not really.Just less pretenders and po lampa. But then realli fcuk the teachers. Guess what she say. When the brothers not around we can do some grammar.Coz they dont need it.I mean seriously.wtf? Are u trying to fcuking bring us down or promote them up? Ki keong kan lerhh. WEll nvm.U know what she taught there?
He she it says. They we are say. Ur mom ur dad ur children got fcuked. Easy principle.I got it.
Then teach all those standard 1 stuffs. U beh syok me aso dont need like that play me kua.
Come lerhh i teach u some hokkien lerh. Ydae u kiam kan. Today u keong kan. Tmr u tiok kan. Kane lemma chau cibaii. Alright.Enough with those crap.And another funny thing is. Rmbr the exam 2 or 3 weeks ago? I wrote a suicide note in it.And surprise.They read it.And today I'm under spotlight. They call the sch up asking me i got problem isit?LOL.Damn good.I thought they gonna bring me to Dublin essay competition d eh.mana eh zai come fucking ask me what problem. Tiu.Shud draw some hentai in it.Latest discovery of physics.U dont ask why u dont ask how. U just apply the formula.Success.Bounce.

late night blogging.

2008-06-24T20:27:00.002+08:00

alright.let me summarise my day since its already so late now. Started off early in the morning with the bitch.I mean nothing unusual happen.Still I fcuking that arsehole bitch. I bloody having 6 x 50 minutes of english this week.Which means 5 hours with that bitch.Then thursday would be a bloody day.As i have maths exam which will continue to friday and bloody double physics.I declare i Hate fcuking physics.Today i had physics again.Just dont know why,my brain just wont accept the light wave's facts.Since form 4 and 5 and now.I wont get it. The more i know the more i asked why. But the more i asked.the more i got stuck.Fcuk is the word.Thats rite.Physics sucks. Yess.And finally i mean finally I fcuking god damn got a hair cut.which reduces my hair into tiny lil bits coz i get rid of all those gold hair.U read it right.I'm back to black once again. I'm bloody ASIAN. School is really killing me but thank god my sch got girls.more or less gives 5 % of NOS. 95 % of torturing. I mean without the girls,I wouldnt think of going school at all.kay.Who gives a fcuk bout this boring post.Bounce.

Fuck part 2

2008-06-23T15:05:00.002+08:00

Once again.Such a hectic day and fcuking struggling day.Damnn..bitching going around the schoool. Fcuk u mann.Stop bitching bout ppl u bitchhh..Damnn annoying fcuker. Cant be bothered talking bout u. alright. The english bitch once again give so much work again. Ask us to rite 3 essays while telling us its not much. U guys can have a week off for the holidayy.Ohh yea.Fcuk off mann. Pissing me off real bad this time. Fatty boom boom.Damnn..faster die of cardiac arrest lerhh.Fcuk u no timee..No intention to fcuk u aso..Fcuking bitchhh arseholle.Then related to English class,This is funny.While in English the Lim brothers excluding me may smile and laugh with the teacher(DD u would noe this) ,outside the class the fcukers may be a different person. Complaining bout the teacher acting they dont like the bitch in front of us?I mean what the fcuk?how can u change so fast.Impressive. And rite.The fuck brothers which i totally dont know how they can get along with the white aussies?.maybe all of them are fcukers as well. The older fcuker would do like a fucking bisexual dude and shake hand all around and walking around giving ppl hugg.Fcuk.Buying ppl donuts.Fcuk mann.Stop fucking pretending. Fuck.Really going mad. Physics.Today marks the day i totally fcuking hate physics.I mean fcuk physics.Then my phone is pissing me off.If u guys got the cash.Dont fcuking buy form ebay.The item is either fucking not described or Fucked up or something. Its just fcuking irritating when I'm so fucking RICH.Fuck the day.Fcuk the bitch.Tmr ask me 8 am reach sch.Fcuk ur husband ur kids and ur whol ancestor.Fuck.Students pissing me off. Teachers pissing me off. Just bunch of fuckers.

What i want?

2008-06-22T18:45:00.003+08:00

Time goes by.soon it'll be another quarter of the year gone by.half a year pass since the day i celebrated the new year.Well.Till now i should have know what i want but the truth is i dont even fcuking noe.Time going fast or slow doesnt really matters to me anymore as i struggle thru this fcuking life minute by minute day by day. Nothing to look forward to.nothing to remember to and nothing to hold on to. It may seems time is everything.but it's no longer anything to me now. I dont fcuking noe what is fcuking wrong with this fcuking piece of life. Even I'm having fun, I dont know if I'm really one. Fcuk . Do i look i care who fcuking appears and what fcuking happen? I dont fcuking give a fcuking fuck. Suits ur fcuking self. while it may seems i've waited for 3 weeks for my grandma and sis to come.Now they fcuking arrive i dont find anything extraordinary. the life is still fcuking sad and depressing and so not in order. Fcuking future is killing me while the past is not fcuking helping me. Tmr is another fcuking sch day.where I'm with the fcuking bitch for the bloody 1st period which i dont fucking like it but i've to fcuking attend the class coz of the fcuking students who not fcuking wanna ponteng class. fcuk them up in this fcuking upside down manner. Why are ppl so fcuked up sometimes. Why are human created to be fcuked up? why are u so fcuked up? Why am i always fcuking up? Why is there even a fcuking fark? Fark u guys. Fark u girls. fcuk ur mom.Fcuk ur dad. Fcuk ur everything. Fcuk ur family inside out and upside down. Fcuk ur government.Fcuk ur girlfriend.Fcuk ur boyfriend.Fcuk ur wife.fcuk ur husband. Dont like just fcuk off. And if possible come fcuk me. Arsehole wide waiting, Fcuker!

FUCK!

Contrast

2008-06-21T14:52:00.004+08:00

sometimes things just contrast out each other.
He may be ur other but he may not be ur forever.
while u can keep it u dont want lose it.
When u lose it,U never meant to have it.
when u cry,ur happiness has gone by.
Tears marks ur sorrow with the bitterness.
But why isnt there any marks when we happy.
Tears usually make ur eyes sore.
But laughters can never show what they are for.
When u lose something, and u want it back. Is it coz u once have it?
You cant face losing it. It's been a routine u could keep it ?
Or you really want it.
No matter what it is. When u lose it,You'll never have it the way u once had it.
when you are two,it doesnt takes long to forget u were one.

The other half.

2008-06-21T14:39:00.002+08:00

While most of us would ans like this when we were asked how we would want our the other half.
Ans : Be with me.Beautiful inside or
Ans: Perfectly formed exteriorly.
But the real irony is are we being true to ourself.While we may say being together is enough. Is that really all u wanted or trying to be in love? Or do you wan laughters and Smiles while together? Just the same as if he or she is disabled or something wrong or gone amiss. The theme is that in this fcuking build up world, do you guys really see each other as themselves ; who they are. Or see them as what they are. Do you even wanted a long lasting relationship or something u can board and leave? To me,I really dont know. As for the 2nd ans, Is it that's all u wanted or u just wanna show off in front of ur mates and stuffs? The thing is human never speak the truth unless over the edge. If you would be asked this question ever again, Ans it with ur true heart. I'm fcuking tired with all those lies those fcuking idiots and dickhead made. Ans could be made up or what. But if theres just too much to the question,i suggest you either ans it in full or leave it in blank. Piece of my mind. Fcuk off if u dont like it.

airport i see.but i could oni use the toilet

2008-06-21T14:23:00.002+08:00

Yess..thats rite.I've been to the airport again this time. Sound nice?Too bad I'm not taking any flight home.I'm picking my grandma and sis up. See. This time i could oni use the toilet of it. but not the runway or track or shitt.Sad? Nahh.Not really.In time I don't really see the point of return. Wonder if there's one.Just have to move on. Yess.This actually sounds abit emo. LOL. The day i close the door.I cant go back anymore. The day i see them all.It might be the last call. So actually the day before seems alright.As i struggle through the boring activities of school with not really any teacher pissing me off.except a few.LOL.Well.Couldn't complain no more. 1 week left to this term.And then 10 weeks for next term. And the last term which i dont really care whats gonna happen.All i can predict is the students especially the brothers and the polampa and the rest are gonna po more and study more and show off more and pretend to be stupid more. Well.Sometimes living with someone you could trust and have fun with and be urself is really a thing to be appreciated.Rather than being in this bunch of 2 face or 3 heads dragon.They sometimes can be such a dickhead.These are peoples.Thats going overseas.People do have fun.But seriously I don't my self having actuall fun. As you may realise,theres less or maybe none vulgar here.coz i cant be fcuking bothered to speak or say it.doesn't mean im becoming an angel.It's jsut no point wasting my kan lemma pukima chau cibai on them.They don't even worth it. Means these arseholes are fcuking seriously i mean kanninehh the very keong kan. So. That's it.bounce.

kan lemma.. part 2

2008-06-19T16:27:00.002+08:00

alright.continue....
Afta i left,went to eat char siew rice plus raost duck plus roast pork.Like celebrate being scolded ah ne.damnn.dat one cost me nearly 15 aussie dollars .nvm.ppl chea.i eat.dont care much. Then. Went to some arcade.Cibai.play one lanjiao daytona with 4 laps got shot by 2 aussie dollars.end up changing credit of 10 bucks.play play lorh.then supposingly gonna leave.but then saw the promotion on the way back.15 bucks for 1 hour playing.lemma.vulgar all out.ppl go out time u show.ppl enter time u didnt show.lemma lerhh..how u do business wan?then.go back in again.play again.chia lat.this time bigger investment.20 bucks.but i manage to pay off 5 bucks.as i was bloody damn broke d.owe ppl noww...keong kan..wanna runaway d.cha ban (soon or late ) house splashed with red paint and pigg head d.then nvm.was going to take the train home.at first got the ticket from the bitch..but then chau cibai.train commuter the cibai indian.tulan lu.say my ticket kenot use.lemmalerhh..i burn ur fcuking train station down.si iau siew.have to pay 5 bucks again. this make the total spending of the day 80 if i didnt count wrong including the act thingy which the bitch charge me 35 bucks when the ticket plus the train is only 22 bucks.lemma lehh..
ur boobs nee transplant or surgery?cheat me.this total up bring 240 ringgit malaysia.which i can spend like god d.end of part 2.conclusion pissed.now can go hotmail and ebay.
Bye.Sweden out of euro.hahaha..useless.

Kan lemma.. part 1

2008-06-19T16:11:00.002+08:00

First thing first right afta my trip back from melbourne i straigt hop onto my blog.
notmy ebay or my hotmail.but my blogg.and with my title.u shud noe why.I fcuking wanna kan this bitch mann..Fcuking pisses me off againn..who is it?.My chau cibai english teacher.kiam tiok kann.
Started off rite.have to wake up bloody early to go on to the train.kay lorh.8 am have to reach station.cibaii lerhh..lanjiao toh ah bui steam.then go melbourne watch this fcuking act.totally rubbish and waste of money.hahaha.then next.about the king of po lampa.fuyohh..gok zai po.kannineh.this time not the english teacher only.plus the teacher from other school aso po. and the teacher say : King of po lampa, i really enjoy reading ur last piece of writing which i got the shittest marks.fcuk that.then nvm.afta the act,we actually planned to escape from the bloody english teacher.wow.went up to the bitchh.She was like.Going on world war 2.the look on the pukima face turns sour like the worst orange u could ever eat.start fcuking say this and that.i lazy to comment what the bitch said as im not one.then kay lorh.pass the letter.then when i as about to leave.my friends say goodbye and keh gao say monday hand in things.she was okay.all of them okay.then my turn i follow lorh,say i'll hand in tmr but different things though.kann lemma..i say 5 words and less..keong kan..she shoot ka wa kamolan..kana kio kay ah ne.ma cb..
she : kel,u are my hit list.u better redeem urself.so better hand in.kan lemma lerhhh.. u inform the others to do it.i didnt noe bout it.keong kan ho lerhh..ma cb...lemma pukiii..tulan ka bui siii..sure gok zai tiok kan d eh the rest of the year.finlly we left.
-end of part 1- adventure.
Bounce

I'm shattered.

2008-06-16T17:06:00.003+08:00

nothing much to say for this blogg..
nothing much to kan.coz theres too much words to describe.
summary : my english marks got back today. really keong kan.
shattered.disappointed.doomed.
getting more and more pissed with the teacher and the students.
One student whom i shall not named got 29/30.
He said : The teacher is TOO HARD on US.
well done to him. Too hard on me not u. well.fcuk off.And sadly hes from penang as well.
2ndly.his brother.another po lampa. got 26.sad isnt it. And the iran dude. The king of po lampa. ( ingratiating) couldnt find any easy word to explain to u english ppl. He got 28/30. I wonder the english teacher got no lampa.(balls) how can she feel pleasurised?. The thing pisses me off the most is a china student.Studying english for just merely 2 years.got higher than me. Kan lemma...Kan yi eh chau cibai chut chiap.Kanninehh...puki ma...Lemma..keong kan..China earthquake didnt see she die.Tulan.Apology. As usual the teacher commented on me.
TEacher: i can see u didnt spend enough time on it.
Me : although trying to deny say : YESS.yess...yess..smile.lampa nor liap kong kong lerh..
u didnt teach anything expect me noe what.i admit im lazy but wtf.i just cant be bothered po ur nor liap biji lampa. ki ho lang kan. As usuall i got the last not but 2nd in class.the one below me 20.me 21.LOL.woooo..Aussie rawks 9 9...Fcuk u ..

say all i need

2008-06-15T12:16:00.003+08:00

dont know where my heart is.
gone to the place i would never see.
dont think i could ever find it.
though its always there for me.
didnt noe i did trade it.
didnt noe who im trading it.
noe that i would never get it back.
as i trade it in full piece.
in return its all fully crackk.
never would i know where my love is.
coz my heart is where my love is.
i've never had it.never own it.never will i lose it.
same goes maybe i would have it.
soul is brittle and ductile.
things never turn out in style.
all i need to say is im fragilee.

thanks yilin

2008-06-14T22:35:00.001+08:00

1. What do you want the most now?
now right.kanneh.everything.except fuckers.

2. What do you want to be when you grow up?
grow old got lerh

3. What would you do if you've lose everything in one shot ?
does that include lose my life?

4. What are you afraid to lose now ?
more like i wanna gain sumthing.

5. Do you believe in being in love forever ?
good question.im in hatred now.

6. If you meet someone you love, would you confess to him/her?
haha.i have so many crushes.which one to confess?

7. What would you do when you're feeling down and despressed?
fuyoh.cut wrist.suicide..

8. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
half.pretty yet ugly.bitter yet sweet.most important.dont flirt and talkative.

9 . Which type of person do you hate the most ?
pretenders.myself counted?

10 . Do you cherish every single of your friendship ?
ship sinking lerhh..what ship aso i take.

11 . Do you believe in God ?
tua pek kong,kuan yin ma more and more.jesus aso maybe lerh.khrisna aso.except nabi.cibai u.

12 . What do you think is the most important thing in your life ?
money and chiqs

13 . Do you find it necessary for you to have boyfriend / girlfriend ?
yess lerhh.its FUN.i rather have a crush.

14 . What do you want your friends to be like ?
laugh when i cry,cry when i laugh.jokes lerh.

15. What kind of friend do you hope to be in your friend's eyes ?
funny,hilarious,good to be with every second.

16. If you can have a change, which part of your character would you like to change ?
change my whole life.

17. If you're feeling low one day, who will you go to ?
lemma god lerhh..ask him why blooody created this arsehole.

18. Would you die in order to save the ones you love ?
lemma.save for her to be with another?dumb ar?

19. Would you kill in order to save the ones you love ?
if we end up together then i would.

20. If you have a chance to change the past, what would you change?
i wanan change the bloody future.past let it be lerh.

21.Who you wanna fcuk now?
Everyone.bloody arsehole.

Mongols.Greatest movie for sohai ever...NOT

2008-06-14T17:47:00.002+08:00

u guys may have noticed the mongolians for sometime.but i have no idea what it is about. So it started off me in my room day dreaming.but then mom came in suggesting " wanna watch mongolian".Kay cut the crap to the movie.Its about the farking Gengis khan or what soveva. Kanninehh.I onli noe sharukh khan lerh and keong kan.what gengis i dont know.nvm.watch. Check out the trailer pretty good.biggest blood shed movie ever.one slice nia the blood shoot like kaninehh..pukimak aussie.really nothing to do.titi watch movie like this.following things must be in chinese.in order to mai let limpek aiya lau pek see tiok.abo keong kan.no wonder cibai aussie so sien lerh.always watch ah ne eh movie mana eh ho sehh.at the end gok ka wa kong mo tak teng. yeng lorh them.realli kan them pun sueii.i show u the cinema.fuyoh.impress urself.and my phone is pissing me off.cant get it to connect to the computer in pc suite...ma cibbaiiii lehhh!

how is it?impreesive?

the old geek?good job?Bounce

test complain.

2008-06-12T13:28:00.002+08:00

annual semester one test just passed as u know.well not really passed.as i've said tmr still got the lj general assessment.dont noe do what rubbish there d.known to be bloody 3 hours long sit there turn fai chai. thats tmr.I'll further report for it tmr. now lets detail our study into ydae's once more. Physics paper lorh.fuyoh.1st time take serious exam lorh.mai siao siao. okay lorh.go in sit down. kanninehh..one thing find funny.beside me no candidate but the fcuking put a plank to separate the table.ma cibai.beh syok me?cannot give more space isit? chek ark.then nvm lor.do lorh.paper on the desk.open nia.like open the script of vulgar.chau cibai kanlemma all come out.kanniehh reli man the paper.1st question me sit there stuck.but nvm.exam hasnt start. then move on to next page.motions.newton eh cibai law ka liao.thanks to u.i need to learn ur shit. syok d lerh.up dere smiling."u all kam lan kia,now taste my shit"okay.do do lorh.one question ask.whats the X and Y.lemma.me wanna rite Dna d.but think think.Physics plus its sun so howta rite Genes.
enough of motion.then electronics.ho sehh.worse part.ask the mother fcuking amplifier and capacitor.malehh.how the hell am i supposed to noe the capacitor there for what?sot lu eh mak ki keong kan.pass pass..that one not yet die.next structures and material.fuyoh.nightmare.objective.but used the most time.stuck there looking at one question. suii lerh this time i thought.got ABCD easy lerh.mana eh zai.swt.gona shade the hol bloody paper black d then screw up ur motherfcuking arsehole pc.kay.physics complain ad that long.dont nit to noe bout accounting d.bye bye.goodnight.see ya.bounce.

tag me.

2008-06-12T09:11:00.002+08:00

hey people.alright.theres something need ur opinion.tag me bout this.
theres this situation abt relationship.lets say u and ur ex broke up long ago. for some reasons u both broke up.but still u cant totally forget ur ex.after a period of time u thought u and ur ex are no longer there. but then u guys met again. this time some how, u guys find the fun again in each other. but then u know ur past couldnt be forgotten. thus, at the same time, theres one of ur close friend. ur close friend supposingly is very close to ex. then one day afta school, u,close friend and the ex were catching a bus home. then during the way home, u have laugh and jokes with ur ex. to be exact, u sat with her on the way. it was a fun afternoon after all. thenn but afta u guys reach home, (ur ex home), ur close friend hop onto the bed of ur ex, and ur ex seems to having fun with the friend. later on u felt sad,so u walked out of the room. but then when u gonna return, the door is locked. u heard them saying they changing together. how?in a mess,u try to turn the dooor knob but to no avail. they seems like having time of their life. then moments later the door is open, nothing unusual happen.once again it shattered the heart unwillingly. then,u try ta get away again. U go out to the friend next door. have some chats.moments later,u return again.but this time u couldnt see them in the room.instead they were in the bathroom. U could hear the shower tap turned on and the water molecule falling on the ground. once again,u hear laughter fills the air. u heard this "
ex : why u come in ?
Friend : to save water merh ! sohai
Leave the emotions to u. Then for once u hope u were the one in there.
-After a couple of days -
Ur friend : hey how are u.We didnt do anything in the shower.Dont be carried away. U should have join us instead.

....To be continued....
drop ur tag.=) Bounce

headache.

2008-06-11T21:02:00.002+08:00

wooooooo!!!..exam physics and accounting overr mann..its OVER.can u believe it.ydae i wake up so many times not bout the exam but my alarm clock dont know all ring at once.ki siao d. but kay. So the exams is over.practically its over still got one general assessment to go.but not really important.so dont really give a fcuk. about the exams.hahaha.physics is so crap.no girls in the hall..all guys.gay-est subject ever.and the invigilantor.two fai chai.i guess their age is like err err.probably 60 plus.LOL.go home take care ur grandson lerh..come take care us cho mik.wan see the youngster entou face isit?.i knew it.damn.then accounting got hope abit. left front northwest back girls.!woww..kenot concerntrate.but the girl on my left look like some one. but in a better way. suii pun lehr..do accounting aso kenot concerntrate.kanninehh..si pek sueii..alright.glad its al over.then few things left in mind.come back phone annoyed me. not gonna say bout that.then err got a headache.dont know afta exams aso headache.damnn cibaii..tulann...so lazy crap d.all words. tongiht portugal and czech.alright.good.bounce.

sohai is miserable

2008-06-10T15:48:00.003+08:00

miserable is the word.Exam tomorrow.surprisingly pressure is not on the exam itself.Its about the pressure people giving to me and i give myself. 1stly. mom come back strait nia tell me.tmr exams. I'll cook something for u to eat.Alright.that sounds good right?. then she continue Tmr better burn some hu tao chiak ( the buddhist eh thing lerh which u burn and drink ) alright.kay lorh.then she add on.tonight u aso better eat one.Kanninehh.me say. lemma puki. eat so much kam lan.u give me curry hu tao eat better. No larh i didnt say that. kanasai.really wan.if eat so much can score with flying colours then ho seh d i tell u. god ho giak d.nvm lerh.still eat.eat aso wont harm eh. alright.then 2ndly. peer pressure. when all those ppl around me go study i fcuking blogging here complain all those sampah (rubbish ). kannineh reli.ppl wake up 10 in the morning go find teacher.me woke up 10 in the morning go toilet. wtf mann. si pek chia lat.iau siew lehh. so thats the pressure.my own pressure aso. half brain say fail it.half brain doesnt approve. ma puki lehh.like iraq going to war only.one side holding AK one side holding protest. cb lorhh...pek chek pek chek . continuous depress.try to cut wrist.no blood eh.dont know the bloody knife blunt or my skin got thicker or my blood got low pressure. fcuk.do this kenot do that kenot. kan ni na bu.

disappointed koala

2008-06-10T12:33:00.002+08:00

sometimes things just change without u knowing .without expecting. without a notice. thats how the life around sohai turns out to be. why does the so hai always think what he expected will turn out to be his way. things always happen when unexpected. people fail when they expect. people success when the sohai thought they gonna fail. haihh..every morning the moment wake up nee think of killing and suiciding. what a way to start the day. damn depressing and disappointing. why cant the so hai turn out to be like the others and grow up. grow old but never grow up. Differentiate separation. 1 ) absence make the heart grow fonder. or
2) out of sight, Out of mind.
Seeing ppl lead a happy life is not really a bad thing to be but why the sohai is so selfish ? Fark mann.Living is just so farking stressing and kanninehh. especially got this farking arsehole brain. So damnn unthinkable. So god damn farking annoying and diu. Diu diu diu. Really for one moment i really wanna diu myself. All my dreams never once good. All not 18sx toh si 18 pl. if its not bloody fcuking some bitch ,Its going into fight. Or get fcuked. kann lemma chau cibaii lerhhh..!!!!! tooot tooo tooot... .tulann lorhhh...stress all over...Bounce.

sohai on the freeway

2008-06-09T17:31:00.003+08:00

twilight and dusk and night arent the perfect time to get ur hands on wheel.Fark. Damn dark and shitt while driving in the dark.Farking arsehole australia cant put more light on isit? i know the electricity high but u wan me fcuking kill the bastard on the road although the are meant to die. Practically every fcuking lil being in the deserved to be keong kan. Everyday act like u cibai kia noe hell lots of ur chor kong stuff but instead u kam lan kia noe nothing. As i've said,dont piss me off u noe who u are. Kan lemma pun suei.especially kan lu worst. 3 words . Ki keong kan LErh. dont mind the lerh. So yea. liau lat waste time here fcuking around about u. U know ur stuffs. I aint gonna remind u bout it. So u die or car crash or what ur problem.u fcuk urself around. Feel at peace.Alrgiht so about the sohai again. Well,the bank is officially bankrupt..LOL.good job lerhh.Went to Jonas brothers website. Cost the sohai a fortune there.But nvm.Do bermoral eh thing.2ndly trying to pay off to the people the sohai owe. And bought few stuffs from ebay.Nearly bought a N95 but hesitation makes it unavailable. Nvm. then err err..nothing much. Afta much ebay went on for the drive. Damn bored.I'll never drive again after i get my bloody license. Kannineh eh australia government. Drive hami lj 120 hours lehh?.keh kiang eh really. Drive so long ppl kenot ki chia d meh? si iau siew. Kepala otak keep in australia north territory where steve irwin grave is? Puto ma. Literally driving is boring. so thats all for today. Stay tuned for more vulgar lesson. Goodnight. Aand Fcuk off.Pissed by u thank u. Bounce.

sohai is giving up

2008-06-08T18:04:00.002+08:00

some random post.So headache.sO sleepy.Eyes so heavy. Couldnt do a thing.
Got infected by hypersomnia. According to one of my msn mate. Everything i do is suei-ed. (cursed) Whatever i touch whatever i see whatever i smell. Suei-ed. alright.For some reason I had to accept it to some degree. Whatever i do now is useless. whatever i have done is hopeless. Whatever im going to do is motherfarking worthless. so who gives a fcuk to this arsehole. Whenever i wanna do something, Somehow some bastard and bloody fool gets in the way. Do i sound emo now? If yes then u're wrong. If no u aso wrong. Coz im bloody moodless. So dont come fcuk with me unless u wanna get fcuked back.

sohai is kaypo.

2008-06-08T17:31:00.002+08:00

so far so fine so good so beautiful yet so unforgettable and shocking. So as it seems. A fine day at 2 pm. So hai woke up from last stressful night of euro 2008 boring and dull marks the lifeless of the day of the sohai. through the day the sohai eat sushi and do nothing. nothing really matters till at one point the sohai turned kaypo. And again because of curiosity he pull himself into some severe down and moodless condition. Dont ask me what he did kaypo about.Im not farking telling u. So there we go,the arshole curiosity fruitless and there we go the bloody sohai dream is not fulfilled.
but then dont know why the sohai got moood go take picture of his doggs.the pictures taken are as follow. Basically the day of the sohai is still miserable. Wanting to die everyday is not a good way to wake up from one's dream especially when the sohai is so hopeless. All he could say is take it easy.
Let it go and deal with it. Perhaps not let go.its already gone and forget it. Alright.Thats better description about what the sohai should do. then the sohai finally do some study as the clock hits 90 degree which is 3 o'clock. but then 1 hour seems like 1 day. Nothing could enter the mind of the sohai as all he thinks is being a sohai. so being a sohai is not really that depressing but rather his own kaypo bring him a state which he regards himself is fai chai. as u may have noticed less vulgar for this post which indeed i dont know why.

sohai is depressed.

2008-06-07T16:29:00.003+08:00

this starts 3 hours before the sohai sleep till i dont know when. 1stly the sohai's dad call him after like err roughly 1 month plus of not coming into contact.then how the sohai complain to his dad but his dad keep on denying.So what could be done. then thats this thing sohai try na tell the dad.that he bought something new.But the sohai stumble upon tongue tied .Reason? He couldnt tell because if he tells his dad wont be proud and his dad wont give the sohai back the money. Not only that. the dad would take the assumption as the sohai is rich and wont further give a cent to the sohai. but statistically shown that afta the sohai move to different country sohai's dad hardly give him any money.Like not even a cent over the months and things.But this doesnt really matterrs. then theres this funny way that the sohai's dad talk to him.on the whole conversation the dad keep asking the sohai " Ki tak chek Lerh " (go study lerh) for like err err.5 - 6 times. then the sohai reply " Chill lerh. In penang get the last position d.Deep inside " u beh hiao say other things eh hor?and understand me abit " .So thats the day about sohai's dad. Now why the sohai is depressed. Woke up few hours later,the sohai found that he got nothing better to do.End up frustrated and go to sleep.Afta wake up he felt guilty for wasting his time in the sleep.So he got more depressed.

early sohai.

2008-06-07T11:12:00.003+08:00

early early already got pissed off.Whats the thing that pissed me off.My mozilla firefox. Sei pokkai. Regardless how good it is.Its still freeze up. fcuking used up 400 k of my task manager memory. So damn sohai.Early in the morning got woke up by the fcuking buzzing of the arsehole fan or harddrive of the Motherfcuking pc. Got so pissed off that i decided to get my ars off the uncomfortable bed and watch harold and kumar. for the moment i got onto the pc.The hol thing freeze up and so sohai-ly lag.What worse could happen right early in the morning. Does this seems right to you?The answer is NO. god damn it.then nvm.Harold and Kumar is 50-50. The whole movie is so vulgar that its turning me into one bloody vulgar bastard. Wad to do.We see and we learn.Not we to be exact.The sohai. but what to do. thats all the sohai could do when nothing else seems coool.Just as the sohai watch through the movie. He somehow got annoyed by the subconcious mind that hes not studying but instead wasting his time on the two idiots of the movie.
Subsequently this phrase turns up. " Guilty relaxation " which the sohai learn from the last week lecture. really fast huh how time goes.Last week in lecture this week sitting here blogging. So thats the 2 words mean although u relax but ur mind automatically cant relax because u're guilty for not doing what u suppose to do.especially when this sohai is so naive and indescribable. So god damn pissed and annoyed to start my day like this. Still got i guess another half of 24 hrs to pass. Lets see how the sohai day could turn out to be. PEace and bounce.

lost memories.

2008-06-06T19:54:00.002+08:00

somehow i realise this.Things may not seems what it seems.
Songs make me fall back into the past.Some good some bad.Mostly bad.
But till now i cant differentiate which one is real and which one is fake. all this memories seems appaling and depressing. Or is it because of my emotional state now? I might be looking back and say last time is what i want though its so damn bad. tell me whats going on.
sometimes this sohai really so like to being the past.the sohai jsut dont know howta move on. So damn so hai. but all this sohai could do is speechlessly turning into a vulgar basstard. scolding all those pukima and chau cibai. kids out there dont learn from this sohai.hes hopeless. and now the sohai keep going onto ebay looking for stuffs. everyday looking for stuffs regardless his bank got how much.Now his bank is in debt d. still hes not realising.really damn sohai.wonder could it be his parents fault for giving birth to a sohai.maybe some technical error occured while their parents were having sexual intercourse. mutated commando sperm just somehow got its way thru to the sohai ovum i think. DIu. no wonder so pokkai. Bounce.

things that pisses me off and i wnana fcuked.

2008-06-06T19:31:00.002+08:00

dont know how and why.so dont bloody ask me farking sohai question like " why u like that.how are u "damn. I'm just so stressfull coz of nothing .Diu.
Things that pisses me off :

The school.Diu.Exam next wekk.dont know how die d.Damn sien.
The driving . really so hai lerh.60 km/h the whole strech of road.Reli sien ( might have repeated this but really its true)
Got my phone today.Comes with no cable and the memory thingy kind of lose. Pissing me off real badly.
Tmr is euro 2008 i need to watch alone. Fark lorhh.

basically everything.

Things that i wanna fcuked.:

the Schoool.Why we need the farking education and why do we even need stupid fai chai students around us showing off their fcuking knowledge.really untolerable.
The Aussie Gov. Fcuking cars are used to speed.Why dont u create cars with 70km/h meter. So hai .
The phone seller. Cibai.Im gonna fucking get back my money u bloody idiott.
Aussie.No euro 2008.No mamak stall.No plasma tv.No crowds.Nothing. One word.Diu . china earthquake and iraq war didnt see u all die in it.
Obviously everything thats has a hole.
Fcuk Fcuk Fcuk.

Latest.My two sohai parents go buy lottery with the dream can get few millions.LOL.
Really so hai mann.The people that u bought it from will actually get the few millions not u both.Damn give me the money i go eat sushi better. Real sohaiii. Lap sap and fai chai.
My school actually got a common room.and its pretty fun. Theres a nintendo 64 in there.
Man everyone play it instead of studying .LOL. the bloody bastard really gonna fail their VCE.
Now really nothing to do lerh.Feel really sleepy lerh.Eyes like no lid like that.or the lid is with few tonnes on it.cant open.So bounce d lerh. Catch ya all later. Damn sien .

ho kuai moon ahh ( very the bored)

2008-06-05T20:23:00.002+08:00

for god sake i dont know why im that bored and that fcuked up.
As far as i know i finish watching silk just now.Its the 2nd most boring horror movie ever.
the most boring horror movie is my life. So thats about it.
Yat ko yee ko fai chai ( one and two rubbish ) dont know die go where.
Cant be seen the shadow.Cannot come out entertain me meh. Diu.
Xeng cha lap sap ( whole bunch of rubbish ) Diu Diu Diu.
Ho kuai mooon ahhh. Ang kong po pi .Kio kiu mia.
2nd continuous night i found life is so boring. beh ho seh lerh like that.
Cha ban ki chia go find chai shen yeh. nevermind lerh.Enough of this bullshitt.
Goodbye.Cant be fcuked sleeping. So dont know what shyt im gonna do next d. Maybe Nabi send me some prophecies. Then i turn to Newton. bye bye. Signed off and bounce

pissed off.

2008-06-05T18:50:00.003+08:00

Fark!.
the internet really pissing me off real bad. My own internet 3gb of download limit. Can u imagine wtf is that compared to streamyx unlimited. One movie on the net cost me 500 mb. Lemma leh. Can use 6 days nia.Afta 6 days me back to flinstone age. Farking one little two bastard of the aussie administration.Do crap up there.kenot provide better internet isit.Ni nau bu lehh.
2ndly, Mom really pissing me off.Asking me to study 2nd day continuous.REally marks her C & C (command and conquer ) era. Now dead d lorh. This weekend iau siew d. Diu. Euro 2008 watch aso beh cheng ( kenot calm ) Got fernando torres kick goal aso like my ball got hammer. Really down man.3rdly, Sis and ah ma coming. Not saying that its bad.Malehh.Abit selfish here.Give me the fcuking air ticket merh.So i can fly back.That one lerh my life is absolutely flying.just for 8 hours.
But really sohai lerh the Msia pm. Last year kong ka sui suii.No petrol increase. This year the petrol increase ka kamolan like no body business. I think the petrol now stands at rm 2.70 .if not wrong lerh posted by the bloody star paper. Now the plane ticket aso up like their chor kong running on steam power. Soon must create solar energy d lerh or wind energy. Like that continue really chia lat lerhh.sure one day ki chia wan i tell u. World wide economy turbulence like what. Damnn all sohai politician. Gao gao go bomb iraq.Use lerh the money come save me.
Go create all those nuclear bomb.Till now how?Masi pak ka luan. Kannineh. Boh eoung nao ( didnt use brain ).

Alright.Enough of insult
PS. Not meant to offend any of the people mentioned. Apology.
Bounce.Dont send ISA come find me lorh. But come find me aso good lerh. Free air ticket back.

diu 9 9.

2008-06-04T19:29:00.002+08:00

fuyoh.at night.
Time : 9.29 pm.
Date : 4th june 2008
Place : kel rubbish dump
Condition : half K.o

Details :
Sien is the word of the day.
Damn man. Wanna watch movie.
1) Indiana jones : sucks.damn boring.
2) Prince caspian : video unavailable.Fcuk it pun suei.
3) Harold and Kumar : the music damn sohai. Wonderful tonight.
4) the incredible hulk : Http error 404 . Kanniniabu.
5) Sex and the city : video like my chor kong eh era. Dont know if the right one.
6) Ps. I love you : more like PS:i wanna sleep.

thats all.damnn fcuk up man nowadays.Farking movies with farking qualities.
Aussie theatre summor suxx.!bloody bastard all.couldnt find one cetak rompak shop.
Couldnt find one ciplak kim moh ( gold hair) except for me.Maybe i should go open one stall.
Diu 9 9.Si pek chia lat. should open one ah long shop as well.

Finally get my eyes reading cleo.com.au/man & sex.
Initially was fun.But then damn sien.Titi orgasm nia. Sei fai chai ka liaoo.
Yat cha lap sap. ( one bunch of rubbish )
Tmr drive myself to hell d lerh.Beh tahan d. Kiam Kiam die of dulan ness.

bounce.

Kannineh.

2008-06-04T13:52:00.002+08:00

how to start with?
Perhaps my day.
kay.Start lorh.go to schoool fcuking 8.30 am reach.
Then on the way accelerate car till dont kwow the engine wan pao cha ki liao.
mom beside stare come.ho sehh d.Exactly she commented on my driving.
Tulan whole way drive 50 km/h.suii lerh me.Next.she will never stop commenting.Guess what.Afta 1 month or so of no studies nagging.Today marks the penjajahan of the mummy d.
Start with the phrase
MOM : kel,exam next week.Lei ho pei sam kay touk shu. (better put in effort and study )
KEl (inside): Diu.chiak pa siao eng meh.
alright.thats it.
So reach schoool.fcuking 1st few hours meet that fcuking iran bastard.GOk zai tiok pissed off.
U'll noe who if u read my previous post.SO then deal with it for 2 hours.Then took half an hour to understand a physics question.brain worse than pigg brain. who gives a fcuk.
Accounting class later. Sit there play with n73.Suii lerhh.N series rawks.u can save msg in memory card.REally regret buying sony ericsson.Damn cheap skate.
Alright then here comes the fun. Play soccer during lunch.With like the war torn situation or last time SXI condition in bball court. Like normal jsut with girls this time.
Then My team (soccer) Vs The team ( some aussie game.)
WE entered their territory.Okay lorhh.ydae they ask us leave.
Today rawks. The team kam lan.go kick my ball when i dribble. Me tulan.
KEl : fcuk u man.
The girl : 0|0 (mid finger) not one hand but double. si iau siew.
BTW she show me coz i clash with her. Malehh.Ah mo damnn openn.
But nvm lerh.Girl.I give face. SO i walk away. Tmr will be the real war. But her friend is one of my crush. Damn. Dilemma mann.Fight with her kenot.Didnt fight tulan. Kanninehh.

The end_Bounce.

need for speed.

2008-06-03T20:24:00.003+08:00

started the day.damnn funn lerhh.d.riving is the key.
drive down some road.like need for speed..turn here turn there..luckily boh knock.
knock me ho sehh d..tiau chui in Geelong General hospital d.
one year no nit touch steering.so end up still reach school safe and sounds.
boh chap.tmr 2nd attempt.break the race time.
lemma.crap lerhh.today bring the fcuking dogg go walk the neighbourhood.
not even one girl teenage i mean i see on the way. reli eff up lerh the place here.
look like silent hill.can hunt for zombie d. aiya.thats the complain for today.
less emo.
Bounce.
and one thing.same thing.if u dont like talking to me.u can Eff off.
I didnt demand u to please me for god sake.